Dramatic happened

I'm worrying would I get fire because of rejected a VVIP customer for dinner today and tomorrow ...

And next I should worry  "2233" this BMW wait me at office afterwork  ... 

And now I'm afraid of whenever director call to my desk's phone ... 

Oh fuck my life, I thought its only happened on TVB drama? 

Superwoman diary

I'm 20 now. The period of girls should be involved with their boyfriend and studies in their life. I'm not, I having my studies and part time event jobs. Yeah, for sure I'm happy with these yet I'm not satisfied. I got good in everything (studies, event jobs, family and friends) but the only exception : boyfriend. Don't know why should I pretended like a superwoman by the way keep myself busy and busier with tight scheduling. I would tell people I'm okay and I can while I'm already couldn't and not okay, what for? I'm independent, I won't easily give up =)

People judge by cover and they don't even browse content of your book, get what my hidden meaning?

No one know how depressed I had when there no one stay beside concern about me anytime anyhow. Its very simple, action from boyfriend a bear and tight hug always enough to support me rather than spoken words. My body were not enough antibiotics, I used to be get ill every month. How much I wish boyfriend hold my hand then consult doctor all the time. Accompany me eat patient's food together, make me a hot milk when I'm sick even better. I knew I'm not lonely because I've a wide connection area among society in KL, cousins, classmates, workmates etc. 

Different between friend and lover, friend cure life loneliness and lover cure heart loneliness.

Well, I had a superwoman cover but I'm just a ordinary girl need care, concerns, loves from boyfriend. 

I doubt on myself whether am I not enough for them, I think I'm not! No harm to spoke confidently, I will be a good girlfriend and if I'm not for him then I going try be the perfect one. Getting many complicated relationships in this social, even my friend they involved so. For me, at least must have proper understanding between each others. Relationships without proper understanding, always easy come easy go! I will treat you like a prince of course you must treat me as a princess. Don't keep me promises that you couldn't make it real.

You gotta know I like dark purple colour, I like char siew pau, I like soya, I like curry prawn, I like green tea snacks, I like honeydew. 

I've a dream in my heart for so long,travel with my boyfriend to Hongkong. Visit Hongkong Disneyland and hugging each other when we were looking Hongkong at pretty night view. Hopefully it wouldn't be a dream anymore.

Don't speak too much sweet words to me, real actions even better ways! You love me, you show me some actions. You don't love me, please you fuck off.

1 day in Penang

My fatty sister Alicia plan for a shopping day in Penang very earlier before my semester break and here we were. Departed on morning with my siblings from Alor Star. Had ours brunch in Queenbay Mall around eleven before we heading to ours shopping session.

Got a casual outfits today, strap top and high waist black pants with dark brown belts.

My younger sister and brother with me during dining.

#tsk #tsk Open big eyes looks at these cheesy and mayo. Oh gosh, lots of calories and fats heavy taste yet yummy brunch. Imma a seafood lover especially prawn.

A random photo taken by me.
They were like ambassadors of Manhattan Fish Market promoting their meals, don't you think so?

Brother getting stylo and tend to dressing up in this age. Oh my brother very satisfied and keep smiling because of grabbed lot his outfits in Queenbay Mall. I got my hair styling equipments from my friend. My hairdryer is too normal, very strong wind and fast dry hairdryer like saloon use needed *Jyeah

We been walking too long for ours shopping session, carrying ours shopping bags as well.

So its take a rest and tea time!

Hello, this is my brother Dylan.

He told me Penang Chatime not really nice as KL selling and I tried so, its quite similar but taste not really good as KL.

According to my actual planning, we should visit to Strait Quay around 4pm. We skipped it lastly due to shopping too long in Queenbay Mall then went to Gurney Plaza looking for my Shu emura makeup remover.

Of course food that we wouldn't forget, Penang Ho chiak food in Gurney Drive!

*Fainted There were too much similar hawker stalls over there, and some of ours ordered that's not really delicious. Laksa and pasembur(look at right below of the photo above) even disappointing me I will only thumbs up for chao kuey tiao and oyster fried perhaps.

And the cendol soso.

Sister was busying eating her "si ham". I doesn't like it, smelly.

My sister's classmate. 

*Tada Finally got my makeup remover from Shu emura and Ultra rich shea butter lotion from Loccitance.
Total Spend : (RM400 2 hairdryer 2 straightener, RM110 Loccitance Lotion, RM110 Shuemura Makeup remover, RM100 dine and drinks in anywhere ) Now I gotta work hard for my earnings again!

Chilling alone Ben's

Chilling in Ben's Pavilion alone in a pretty Sunday after last jobs in Pavilion. Yea, its doesn't matter to be alone as I used to be. Here to thinking about my life, love, future and a lot.

I'm thinking of stops my study after diploma, it's drag me 1 year which 3 more semesters to go. I could have perfect and wonderful planning but have to take time consider slowly, plan and achieve my goals now. I'm a person preferred working life more than study life perhaps.

I wish to be a stewardess in airlines, carrying fun and very good salary at the same time. My teeth braces suspected take off on 2013, I will be 22 years old on that time. My current plan is looks for a full-time jobs after graduate then go British council for English improvement course while waiting my take off my braces.

Will see how and think for few more plans.
Life oh Life! Unknown...

Holla-Bye exam

Try to smile in natural ways after teeth braces. So I smile =)

Thanks babe Sue present me this dress all the way from Singapore, it's white colour lacey long dress. This is a lovely housemate ever I had. It wasn't about she present me and I'm here saying she's lovely blah blah blah, is the ways she treated me and her boyfriend too -just nice! 

Last day of Final exam in this semester 23th Tuesday. No more worries and don't have to pray hard, this is English For Communication paper. The moments I tie up my exam paper, put up my hand, walk off from exam hall. 

Like a free bird! No more exam fever and insomnia I felt good*nananaohoho 

Holla holla shake ass shake ass*wootwoot

I'm in Fancy mee having my first meal the day, getting in love with dry chili pan mee! #fhungry

Damn you exam fever made me eat like a dinosaur during this period. I swear I gonna workout very soon after this week.

I'm thinking to get this both EDP at the same time.

 Translucent and warm, seductive and playful.

 Feminine and sexy, young and exciting

Got some new accessories today! Lady lady wannabe, I should be more girlish have more accessories instead of putting on dress.

Been wait for so long while and its was like a finally a day out with babe Grace and her friend Berry! She is a sweet girl that work together with me during WCG event on last year and college mate as well =)

Buffet Lunch at Shogun Japanese Restaurant in Fahrenheit.

 Round 1eating! =D

 Round 2 eating! =D

Here were 2 seafood lovers! Ate a lot of oysters and scallops. Especially cheese baked oysters and scallop *yummy

 I shouldn't wear this flowering dress #FML fat like duck

She is Berry, my college mate as well. Look at her skin, nothing different with a pieces of white paper! Awww, I wanted it badly =(

Facial care today!

I've total 12 Sheet masks and 2 bottles face essences. I got these products from Tokyo Street its a quite famous brand in Taiwan excluded Etude House. My skin condition had been tend to slightly bad 

*mamamia save it now save it asap. Etude House is just normal results, doesn't have much work.

 Accessories from Da Louis @Fahrenheit and Forever 21 @Pavilion. 

I know whyy am I getting in love with these girlish accessories.

2nd month teeth braces

Hello this is August 815, second month of my teeth braces.
Went through this worthy pain, inconveniences and sacrifices that's all going to be ok. Yet, I found the results going slowly. Painful of braces tighten, extraction always hang me up and I rollin' bed like a baby. I used to jumpin' around eating apple on old days. For now, I couldn't bite my ♥ California apple. People biting a burger and eat happily around, oppositely I've to request burger shop worker a pairs of fork and knife for me to cut and eat. Bring mirror, tissue and my dental brush along with me clean my teeth patiently after every times I eat. This and that, blah blah blah so on.

I'm really so happy getting have a sweet smile =) 

♤1st visit to Levain.Boulangerie.Patisserie

Babe Sue tagged me along and paying my first visit to this warm and lovely Frech style bakery cafe Levain Boulangerie & Patisserie on a pretty weekend after my jobs in Pavilion. The exact location of this somewhere near to Pavilion and known as Jalan Imbi.

Breads and pastries in Levain normally are bake all day and using traditional stone oven. Did you see that stone oven in my picture? Gosh, there were plenty of choices over there! I keep busy walking like bee around choosing my pastries *yummy *drooling

 Ours ordered Hawaii chicken pizza slice, little sesame croissant, egg ham bread and fews macaroons.

Looks at her satisfied face, Sue in love with these cheerfully and flavorful macaroons a lot. She told me theirs macaroons selling fast all the time, used to grab?! And even full house on weekdays. LOL These macaroons were tasty perhaps and costs RM3.50 to RM 4 per pieces.

Don't doubt, people! This is definitely a good place for chillin' and gathering where you can slowly chit and chat savour soft, warm and superb freshieee breads and pastries while enjoying a cup of tea or coffee =)

Last picture taken before I leave this pretty place! I will be here again for sure =D

Projects working`July

 New AXE launch, The Curve

The launch gonna start at 8pm sharp, we were there on 4pm started approach people and doing distribute jobs around. #tsk tsk HOT.

 Again with her, my working partner Christine!

Felt bad and sad when I look at other girls from Amber Chia Academy. Theirs ways professional yet they're pretty. I know this is silly thoughts stuck in my mind, lot of stresses and little jealousy keep popping up from my heart during working. I wasn't slim and pretty enough as them. Whyy do I dropped my confident to hell while seeing other greater than mine? I hate this pieces of me!
I ring daddy randomly during late night and told him about this, he said : you can be the one of them and seeking me how much the fees for a short course in Amber Chia Academy.
Appreciated that I've a daddy like him, always being supportive. I love you, dad! muck

Henessy Artistry, Bangsar Mist Club

Working along with another 16 gorgeous Ambassadors on latest Henessy Artistry!

Work under The SocialM event company. The person who in-charge me considerate enough still being nice to me even I had told her I'll be late.

Give a big applause to myself *piakpiak! Work in Pavilion from 1pm to 4pm and fly to Bangsar Mist Club on 4.30pm. Briefing, training then standby at 7pm and event end at 12am. It was a battle! I'm fine for being tired and exhausted, I'm just fighting for what I wanted.

My working partner Caely. We're handling I-pad games application on this event.

She has a lovely face, talkative and friendly person I met in this event. Try to guess what was her full time jobs ....  MY FM 特工队! Got a big shock when she is telling me this.

Don't I look so different in this picture? I like! Jyeah =D